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Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn’t it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart
And it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses.
You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you,
Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you,
Or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
So a simple phrase like “maybe we should just be friends”
Or “how very perceptive”
Turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Horrible, isn’t it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart
And it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses.
You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you,
Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you,
Or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
So a simple phrase like “maybe we should just be friends”
Or “how very perceptive”
Turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
I've Lost Hope.
I've lost hope in you,
I've lost hope in me.
Not only that, but things I see.
And what I read.
I've lost hope in the sky and the stars.
The whole world entirely.
The dreams that once were all I could see.
I no longer feel that I am free,
I've lost hope in all that made me, me.
I don't feel like I can manage to hope or dream.
I don't believe you.
Because I've lost hope in me.
It's like the future fading, just out of reach.
Or maybe,
there wasn't one waiting for me.
Maybe just like the stars,
the future faded long ago.
And its only now I see,
the road I'm on now will lead me nowhere entirely.
You're Beautiful.
Whether you spend your time sailing the seas,
At libraries or cafes,
Or somewhere in between.
You are simply beautiful.
No matter what you do
Or where you are.
One of a kind, you are unique.
Whether you put make up on,
Or you don't.
You are simply beautiful.
You can have the smoothest of skin,
The roughest of bumps
Or even look like Goldie Locks
Whether your hair is blonde
Or brown or black
Or red or green,
Long or short
Or tied up in between
You are simply beautiful.
Whether your skin is snowy white
Or night black
Or any shade of lovely in between,
You could even be green,
You are simply beautiful.
Whether you believe
This is My Life, Not Yours.
I'm tired of people like you
Telling me what to do.
And trying to make me
Live up to your expectations.
I like what I like,
I love what I love.
I smile when I want to,
Not when I have to.
If you don't like me,
Good.
I don't wake up every morning
To impress you.
Good things come to people
Who work their asses off
And never give up.
So I may not be there today,
Or tomorrow.
Or any time sooner.
But I will get to my destination.
Don't Like Me?
You don't like me?
Cool.
I don't wake up every fucking day to impress you.
© 2014 - 2024 KatieTheBae
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